I purged again on Friday.  It'd been ages.  To be perfectly honest, it has never been as urgent, as easy, as it was Friday.  Someone pointed out to me that I probably did it because I was really anxious that day.  On another site, I started a Weight Watchers based challenge; I had planned out my meals for the day with points and everything.  Not ( Read more... )

Not to be constantly negative, but damn, shit has hit the fan in a quiet, seemingly non-messy manner that I know deep down will sneak back and bite me in the ass.

My boyfriend and I have been together for four years and it was during that first year that I first found myself engaging actively in eating disordered behaviors.  It began with ( Read more... )